Beautifully made

Being a creative person, I'm always my worst critic in my overall looks and work. I'm used to constantly look into the mirrors and curse my ugly ears. Doesn't help when I'm in this Jappy phase during sec school always checking out the pretty girls in the magazine. Plastic surgery has always be on the top of my mind. Many times when I thought of doing my ears, I could do my eyes too make it wider!

But who am I to judge God's amazing creation. I am who I am for a reason.

I am your Creator. You were in my care even before you were born.
(Isaiah 44:2 CEV)

Even if my parents may not have planned for me. God did.

You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. (Psalms 139:16 NLT)

My life was planned for his purpose. He has gone ahead for me to prepare me for whats to come.

From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live.
(Acts 17:26 NIV)

I'm not an accident. But I'm guilty for always telling my lil sis she's an accident. If you are reading this, you know you are definitely not an accident no matter what others say.

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You are who you are for a reason
Your part of an intricate plan
Your a precious and perfect unique design
Called Gods special woman or man

You look like you look for a reason
Our God made no mistake
He knit you together
Within the womb
You're just what he wanted to make

The parents you have are the ones he chose
and no matter how you may feel
They were custom designed with God's plan in mind
And they bear the masters seal.

No, that trauma you faced was not easy
And God wept that it hurt you
but it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into his likeness you'd grow.

You are who you are for a reason
You've been formed by the Master's rod
You are who you are, Beloved
Because there is a God.
- Russell Kelfer

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No matter how anyone treats you or said something that hurts you. Or how you feel about yourself. Always remember our God loves and cares about you. Every single bit of you.